I think I'm getting sick. I'm all stuffy and my head hurts. I'm not working out today and I'm gonna rest. I also have my first accupuncture appointment, with the new lady. I'm hoping she'll work her magic on my sinuses.

I had a good swim yesterday. I did 16 50's under 0:48 on 1:15. Not where I want to be, but good considering were I am right now. I'm gonna run 5-6 miles tomorrow then swim on Sunday. If I'm not sick.

I got a cubicle at work. Which for some reason made me happy. I'll probably do more of my work there than at home. My horrible class yesterday went better. I did have another teacher with me. I'm not sure how it'll go when I'm by myself. On Wednesday I had a fifth grade boy tell me my class was more fun than karate. He even asked his Mom to come back later so he could finish our experiment. Then yesterday when I was trying to leave one of the second grade boys I had so many problems with last week, told me he wanted me to be his teacher all the time. The second grade girl who told me she wanted to kill herself wasn't there yesterday. She's a lot of work, but I don't wanna give up on her. Over all it was an exhausting week, but it was good. Next week we're making roller coasters!

I went to the resolve meeting last night. I felt better than I have in a long time after the meeting. I guess misery loves company.

I'm hoping I feel up to the Rogue Happy hour tonight. There are a few people who knew I was pregnant, that I haven't told the news yet. I'm gonna wear something form fitting and carry a martini around. Hopefully everyone will get the hint. If not I might recruit some friends to get the rumor mill going. I'm not sure I'm up for the "I'm so sorry" comments. I just don't know what to say. I know they are sorry and I appreciate the support. I get the feeling I don't react how they think I should. I usually say something about how it's not my fault and I did everything I could and that the only thing I can do is try again. For some reason those things don't seem like enough.

I'm not going to fix that run on sentence either. My head hurts.