As the weeks pass things seem to be getting easier. I'm not crying all the time. I do have trouble at stores when I accidentally end up in the maternity or baby sections. Nothing like last week. I am at least functioning, for the most part.

I went to the gym this morning and rowed 2000 meters and did 3 miles on the elliptical. I'm still afraid to run. I might wait until Saturday or Sunday and go for an easy run. I don't want the cramping to come back. I want to heal. I also want my hCG levels to drop back to zero. I'm checking them every other day. Checking them is very depressing. It's depressing to get a positive pg test when you damn well you are not pregnant.

Bobby our youngest cat has an eye infection. We have to put stuff in his eyes 4 times a day and he has claws. It's been a fun past couple days at our house :)