I forgot what 5:45 am quality workouts are like:) This morning was a 4 mile fartlek. I ran it way to fast. It was nice to be there. It was weird because really I hope I'm not running a marathon in November. Maybe I hope I am. I guess this decision is what therapy is for. Hopefully if I am running that means we will be in the middle of adoption stuff in November. It is possible that I will run in November AND I will be still be stuck in the same crappy place, too. (I don't like the sentence structure above, but I'm a scientist not a writer.)

As for other workouts, I swam 3000 yards yesterday morning. For Yoga I think I'm going to try Bikram on Friday morning. I love my yoga studio, but the times and teachers aren't jiving with my needs right now.

Obligatory Infertility Update Below

We found out that Kazakhstan suspended all international adoptions on March 21 for a revamping of the system. We're looking into domestic adoption, too. Hopefully we can get a country and plan together soon. I love plans :) Chris made the suggestion that we should ask same sex couples what agency they used. I'm assuming atheist couples and same sex couples get treated the same when comes to faith based adoption agencies. (DISCLAIMER-You can believe whatever the hell you want, just don't push it on me :) I've never not been friends with someone because of their beliefs. You respect me I'll respect you :) )

I haven't decided if I'm going to call the Dr. about the pain that kept me up last night or the spotting I had this morning. I really wish the crawling in a hole option was a viable one. I've already searched Dr. Google for "painful + ovulation + spotting". As always the wise Dr. Google says that it is normal or I have cancer.

I'm in a dire need of a shower. I also forgot how smelly marathon training in the summer is. Yes it summer here in Texas. High of 86 today. Woo-hoo.