I'll admit it, I did it twice. It didn't make feel better. 7 days and counting.

I RSVP'd to a baby shower next Saturday. I'm not sure how I feel about it. If I start early and definitely have a "no this cycle didn't work". I might come down with something that the pregnant lady shouldn't be exposed to (such as infertility). It's selfish I know, but I don't wanna spend the afternoon fighting back tears. I'm also worried that if I don't know yet, Hope might creep in. Hope has been fighting the good fight the past few days. It's been hard to beat her down with spotting timed to coincide with implantation and cramping to go along with it. The exhaustion and crankiness, isn't helping the cause either. I'm going to go find a baseball bat and beat Hope into submission once and for all.

I'm going to treat myself to two new training suits today! As soon as the cobbler I'm baking is done, I'm off to get new suits. Then I'm going to the gym. I might even weed the garden this afternoon.

As for the cobbler. I bought nectarines at Costco. Unfortunately all 12 of them ripened at the EXACT same time. So what else can you do other than make jam (I've got enough raspberry, strawberry, and grape to last a while). I mixed in fresh blueberries. I even added almonds and some candied ginger to the crust. All I need to now is have Chris stop on his way home and get some Blue Bell. We are so having salads for dinner :)

One last confession, in case my nutritionist is reading this. I ate 1 large cup of peanuts and chocolate chips last night. I was craving chocolate and salt. Believe me they tasted good.