Ruby is such a good sleeper. I was strict about her routine. Mostly becasue it involved perfectly timed meds and feeds. Things could not get messed up. Herbie on the other hand. He only naps in his car seat. Mostly because we're on the go for Ruby most days. It's so bad though that we can't spend a day at home.

So my new routine everyday is get out the door by 8:45. Starbucks drive thru, preschool drop off, gym. Substitute park for preschool and gym on some days. The thing is I love sipping my yuppie coffee while pushing my kids in the swings. This is what I wanted. This is what we went thru hell for.

Life is pretty damn good. Who cares if I'm on lexapro and drink a bit too much wine. I love my kids and they love me. Plus I actually got to HAVE KIDS.

This could all change when they both wake from their naps and won't stop screaming. That's when the wine comes in.